it's lonely when you recognize you're not healed from things enough to be in a romantic relationship, but fixing all your issues takes so fucking long and you just yearn for somebody to love you despite it all, but that wouldn't be fair to them. i hope i can become better. i dont want to be alone forever. i want to be good for someone. i dont want to drag them down. i hate being on my own. stuck in my head. imagining someone that doesnt exist.
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