I’m abused by my sister who can’t let express myself. Every morning she doesn’t let me have a bed so I have to lay on the floor awaking up feels like a nightmare I want to kill myself is all that goes through my mind. I have to feed myself from the leftovers of her plate. School is 10x times worse I am a smart student but with no friends or support this makes me feel uncomfortable in my environment nothing feels like home. As a kid who just want freedom. Life is horrible. I wish i could become 18 already so I can move to a better home were I feel comfortable….