I dont want to do this anymore, im so frustrated with life and my parents. All they do is argue and argue with me. I try to reason with them but they won't let me speak at all, they expect me to stay quiet. I just want to scream and scream until my voice is hoarse, i just want to self harm like i did before. It felt so reliving. I dont know why i made that promise i feel like an idiot now. If only i didn't make that promise i would be so much better. i keep scratching at my arms and legs but that doesn't do anything. I just want life to end. the worst part is that i can't do anything about it, i feel so helpless every single day. I feel so guilty and i end up staying silent like the pathetic person i am.
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