My mom today took my phone to go through it. nothing bad. But now she went through my bag. She took away my instant coffee, etc etc. I also have a cutting addiction, and I'm a trans man. I'm terrified to go out. They're making my life feel like shit, what if they found my blades? what if they found the mens deodorant?(stupid ik but..) Gods. Why is my privacy being invaded like this? I regret not bringing my blade with me. School is starting soon. Oh gods, I can't wait to cut when i get back home. I might attempt too. Or i'll just wait for the next psychologist meeting. idk