I dont really know if im being a bad person for loosing my love for my family slowly. Im young but i dont know why? Whenever i do something great, its just "good job", "im so proud of you" and they shoo me away. Whenever i do a minor bad something just by missing my lunchtime or sleepinh a bit late, it's so bad and i get scolded and lectured, it always happens when i est, when i speak my mind, when i wear stuff i want which are modest! I have no teammates in this house, not my siblings or caretaker who sleeps in the same room as me. I dont have a hard life so I feel guilty but it breaks me a lot whenever they say i have not gone through anything at all yet i hsve dark pasts that i have never told them, but whenever i open up, its always a lesson and a scolding. But i get jealous whenever they praise other kids. Am i a bad daughter?.. I cant even vent any of my feelings to them without them scolding me.