im in poverty to the point where im starving and im so sick of having to act fine around others who arent suffering. (people around me have the physical capacity to work and make income. i dont) my siblings are discussing work. broader society has been centering work for a Long Time. and as someone who can’t work? i feel left out. i feel….lonely. and im also hungry. im sick of starving and im sick of it affecting my blood sugar. im sick of wanting food but being unable to afford it AND being blamed for being unable to work. i wish i could too don’t you see? i wish i could go back to working fulltime in healthcare and putting food on the table for myself. i wish i could wake up and not feel sick. not be visually impaired. i’d erase all of this from myself if i could. but all i can do now is sleep and maybe just hope the hunger pains stop. …im so sick of being hungry, feeling lonely, and the world placing blame on myself for “being unable to do more.” i wish i could.