pls guys i need some advice ive never felt more loser in my life . im in love with my ex best friend shes so gorgeous and funny but i dont deserve her😢 my friends hate her and im supposed to hate her, she probably hates me too. i was so mean to her when we were friends because she had a crush on me and at the time i didnt want to accept i was lesbian so i didnt know what else to do. she completely moved on from me but i miss her and i miss her dog and i miss sleeping in her bed during sleepovers and i miss going on walks with her at 4am and i miss being near her💔 please someone give me advice