I keep thinking and thinking about my friend and how much they mean to me and I did/still do have a small crush on them but recently they haven't been on a lot and I'm worried about messaging them so much bc what if they think I'm annoying or clingy sjxnsjxnkd I did send them this long ass rant and they never responded to that and a part of me wants to delete it bc now I'm over it all and embarrassed bc it sounds like a manic episode or just me spiraling badly due to bpd episode But at the same time they gave me their phone number and we sometimes talk or I'll message them to make sure they get home safe and we /lowkeyy/ flirt and she lets me call her pretty girl and all of that and idk man I hope they like me back or at least a lil bit 👉👈 - 🧠