I'm always depressed and I'm just tired I'm drained I don't feel like doing anything I'm only a child not even grown or anything I'm just sick of living you know just so miserable everyday I'm miserable I'll try to use my phone for distraction to forget reality but reality is always there and all I end up with is a phone addiction I have no friends or anything I can't talk to my mother you don't have a good relationship and even when she's acting nice I know that we can't ever have a conversation about what's going on with me or what she makes me feel when she's being rude being a bad mother we just don't have a good relationship and I know it's going to be like that forever just one little peace I'm only 13 my life is just hell so tired I'm always tired of being depressed for so long but I can't see myself getting better I guess I've gotten use to being miserable and lonely no that's all I want to say