I know I'm being a horrible person right now. So much has happened to me, from being groped, constantly arguing with my family, losing my best friends, going cold turkey on my antidepressants. I keep talking about other peoples businesses cause it makes me feel better, I'm honestly just a horrible person I hate so much. So many people in my life don't acknowledge me, my parents, my friends. Im constantly reminded that I don't have anyone to help me anymore. I wanna hurt myself but it's been two weeks and I just don't know what to do anymore. I've been depressed for almost 5 or more years.