i think my mental health is slowly deteriorating. i struggle to eat the simplest of things, i lost passion in art—people praised me for being so good at my age, but now it feels like a chore… and I just feel empty and honestly depressed in a way. It really isn’t fair to blame it all on being a military child, but it’s mentally taking a toll on me, and they couldn’t care less—because i function good in society and so they couldn’t give less of a fuck about my life, i am another statistic to them. I don’t matter. I’m depressed from leaving all of my friends behind, they couldn’t even let me graduate middle school with them. I know middle school is not required, but it’s the first time i’ve felt happy in years and it’s allll being taken away from me. thank you the military, you made me a fucked up child.