Idont know if I'm just dumb or what but I really struggle when it comes to research or anything that requires writing. My brain jumbles up everything and I struggle to focus. I think i take an hour just to write a single paragraph of research and what not. Idk I just hate it. Im more tuned in to stuff where I have to do things physically like crafts, art, cleaning anything just not writing. What makes this worse is that I study in a school where all of the students are exceptionally great at academic stuff and I'm just a dumbass. I lowkey wish I could go to a school where I can just be myself without the fear of being seen as an idiot/dumbass. I wish I was smart I wish I wasn't dumb. I wish I could move on from this hase in my life and live. I don't care about grades, achievements, or status I just want to live, freely but you know how the world works