i dont believe i can function like a normal human at all. im a waste of space and money.... being sheltered and made ignorant is the worse especially when you drop out from school due to circumstances... im now an adult (21) and i still dont know how to do everything right. i cant even apply for a job properly and i feel i will fail my training bc i got reckless and it turns out i was never ready... i hope that i will have an illness so i wont do it myself.