ma always compares me to everyone else, so much it drives me crazy. i told her so many times to stop but she doesn't, she just continues ranting on and on and on. like, I understand, girl, but please stop. you can't change my life by just saying shit about me ya know? ya gotta stop acting like a dick and start being a real mum. that's my only damned wish, and I hope it gets filled, at least.