I just got into a musical. It's The Drowsy Chaperone and the cast is only 19 people. My older sister preformed with them and so I know most of the cast, they just don't know me. Well, some of them do. Anyway, I am only ensemble and yes I was one of 19 out of 37 who auditioned so of course I'm grateful I got in but I am the only person who doesn't have a part. All the other ensemble people have lines or are dancers. I'm the only person who is nothing. It it makes me so mad because the person the cast as the drowsy chaperone is HORRIBLE. Like, girl cannot act or sing and she's the one who got the part. I feel like I'm only in the cast because they need my mom to help with dinners for the show because she has helped for years now and is pretty much the only one who knows how to do it good. And I'm all alone. I have no close friends. Everyone else is friends with other people so they don't want to talk to me and it scares the shit out of me because I might just end up alone. Goodbye