There's a guy. We've been friends for almost 3 years, and I've liked him for 2. He, I, and another girl are all really good friends, and I consider her one of my best friends. She's made my life so much better and I love her with all my heart. I've told her that I like him, and she's been my wingman. But no matter what, I always convince myself that she and he like each other, and this makes no sense. But I always think she tells him the stuff I say about how much I like him. And I know that's not true, but my brain keeps on thinking it is. It's been like this for maybe 8 months now. I always get so jealous of them. They hang out a lot; she's really pretty and smart; they text a lot; she's perfect in every way; and I can just tell that he likes her. But no matter what I do, no matter how much I feed into my delusions, I always get jealous of them. I hate being jealous. I know it's not her fault, and that she ships him and me a lot. But I just can't stop.. It's not even their fault.