Every time something bad or a minor inconvenience I think about killing myself. I've been taking my meds, but they aren't helping me at all :( I don't know what to do. I'm used to these thoughts, as they're an everyday thing, but it's exhausting, and I feel like I'm getting closer I started cutting in the 7th grade and stopped a year later (yay), but ever since ive been wanting to again. I even have this exacto knife im ready to order. im just tired and im scared to tell my mom about it. she'll get really upset and just blame the fact I sometimes forget to take my meds
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