Rant #1952

the guy i was talking to has been playing me. hes been talking to so many other girls. we had issues and he promised me we would be fine, this was after i told him how bad my mental health is and how i wont be able to cope with going through something like this again. i have really bad attachment issues, possible BPD, and alot of anxiety. i was mad but now im just hurt. i feel physically sick. i dont understand. i just dont want do deal with this anymore.