IM SO FUCKING ANNOYED RN.. IVE TOLD MY FATHER I DONT WANNA BE A DOCTOR I LOVE TO CROCHET I WANNA DO SMTH IN A CREATIVE FIELD. HE KNOWS IT AND YET IM FORCED TO BE A DOCTOR IM EXPECTED TO SELF STUDY EVERYDAY FOR 3+ HOURS BUT I NEVER WANTED TO HAVE A LIFE LIKE THAT I WANTED TO DO SMTH I ENJOY NOT STUDY 24/7 MY SCHEDULE IS SO FUCKED UP ALREADY I SLEEP AT 3-4AM, WAKE UP AT 11AM GET READY BY 3PM GO TO MY TUITION STUDY OVER THERE FOR 5 HOURS COME BACK HOME TALK TO MY FRIENDS/FAMILY A LITTLE AND THEN GO BACK TO STUDYING AT 10PM. BUT WHY SHOULD I STUDY BIOLOGY IF I DONT WANT TO, I WANTED TO BECOME A PSYCHOLOGIST AND NO ONE CARES IM SO FRUSTRATED AND ANNOYED. I HAVE TO LIVE SCARED OF MY FATHER ALL THE TIME. WHEN WILL I GET TO BREATHE? WILL IT ONLY BE AFTER IM A DOCTOR?