One more thing “Dove” I don’t know what you thought you were doing when you said you had another lover who treats you “better”. But too have a special person in my life who I met on discord before our fall out. We apparently go to the same college and she works in a bookstore that I go to. She’s getting poems, she is better, she kisses my scars and touches my heart in ways you never could. We study together and she gets to come to my house, and when we are intimate together I’ll be sure to give her your regards.-S