I get treated like am a tool.. a character.. not a human.. I get yelled at.. and when I talk to my “best” friend about the person he’s friends is with too is being mean to me and treating me like am not a person my “best” friend doesn’t know what to say and brushes off and doesn’t stop being friends with the guy who treats me like a am not a human being or a person… and my “best” friend doesnt seem to care what’s happening… I don’t want to die… but this… life… I… hate it… i don’t want to live a life of being treated like a non human being… my “best” friend acts like everything things all good! and happy! When in reality everything sucks my life.. sucks, the fictional company my “best” friend made for us to work at sucks.. my friend ship sucks.. I don’t want to be attached to these strings anymore… I want to cut the strings.. but I would die,, but I don’t want to die…