I want to keep people away from me and I want to isolate my self.I don’t understand how people manage to js let go of friends and get over it,I can never imagine graduating school and now u don’t even have the same friends anymore or like getting out of touch.i could never do that I get emotionally connected with people so easily.No I don’t have any friends and sometimes I want to keep it that way if someone manages to get through my walls well I’d rather die I hate losing people and I hate that people leave me,sometimes I lie, being alone but most of the time I hate it.