Hey, I feel like such a piece of shit. Me and my toxic bf have been trying to fix our relationship after I broke up with him and moved out all of my stuff. He's a mixed bag honestly, sometimes he's nice and then sometimes he's a complete nightmare and when he's bad, he's REALLY BAD to the point of being abusive that his bad side outweighs his good side. He's been putting in a lot of effort in treating me kinder since our breakup but he wants us to be serious and for me to move back in and I told him "no" today 🙈 I feel really bad as if I'm leading him on or something. That's not my intention, I agree that I'll give him another chance to prove himself and be better but I'm not ready to move back in with him. Idk what to do or what I'm doing. 😟