I'm tired and no I'm not gonna put proper punctuations in this I am not gonna be formal this is venting not an essay I always feel invisible in my class they only talk to me when they need something they barely take me seriously they have their own groups while I'm there fighting my mind because of this stupid acid reflux and anxious nausea problem I don't have anyone to vent to not even to my closes friends because I feel like a burden. My teachers genuinely make all this worse especially my science teacher who pressures us all the time. I wanna leave this country I wanna leave this town I don't wanna live here anymore I want to feel seen I want to feel valid I wanna meet someone who'll actually understand what I'm going through not just a "it's ok" or "I understand" no. Why is my life so unfair why is my brain always in a constant fight or flight why can't I be a normal teen with a normal life and friends who care please help me escape this hell I don't wanna be invisible anymore