With school coming around, I don't want to go like usual, but I don't want to see my friends or anyone else there. I was happy by myself and my family, hanging out with my close selective friends, but now summer ending I have to see everyone at school and friends. I don't want to see them and I really want to forget them in the future when I'm on my own. Idk why, but I don't want anything to do with them, I have to go back being a nobody at school. I have already accepted I'm not going to be anything special to my friends except myself and I was happy with that, but damn I gotta be back with them. I just get disappointed thinking of seeing them and guilty at myself for feeling this way... Anyways, sorry to bother you and I hope you have a good day and things will work out for you.