I fell in love with my best friend during lockdown. We were both healing—he from a breakup & I from one-sided love. He helped me snap out of it, draw boundaries & understand what I deserved. We grew closer & confessed our feelings before I moved away. We had another best friend, & the three of us were close. She had a long-term partner, so I never saw her as a threat. After moving, I discovered their hugs, cheek-kissing, flirting & emotional closeness continued inside my home. He says their intentions were never wrong & he planned to set boundaries gradually because he did not want to ruin my friendship with her. Finding it all out by myself shattered me. I trust him & know we love each other deeply. Still, part of me fears I am not enough & that he feels more comfortable with her. We are both trying to rebuild our emotional connection. I am not asking anyone whether I should stay or leave. I only wanted to release our story into the universe & hope it does what is right for us both.