i had an incredible opportunity to take a position and got offered the job. i accepted. months and months of paperwork and waiting follows. i finally got the opportunity to escape a boring, stagnant state and move somewhere else. environment was full of people who loved to learn and actually enjoyed the work... and it's work i dreamed of doing. it was very specific, niche work all for a clearly defined purpose which i am passionate about. unfortunately lost the opportunity and all future opportunities at the place and the place they are contracted with (for life... hard to explain). it kinda fucked me up and ive been feeling empty and aimless for a week now. like everything i do in the future is a waste, and ill never be able to do something meaningful again. jw if anyone relates to this feeling, and if there's something that would help?