I genuinely want to kill myself. The fact that i can't is what is hurting me. I'm holding everyone back, im holding everyone back, whats the point of my existence. everyone woule exist better than me, everyone would be fine without me, i dont make any difference to anyone, im always mad, always such a horrible person to people, it sucks, oi cant change becaus ethats how ppl see me, only i cant even help my boufriend, i cant even help him, i hate mysekf i hate myself sdo bad, so fuckoing bad,
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