I feel like most people in OSDD/DID spaces don't actually have it. I know it's bad to fakeclaim, but I'm tired of people constantly treating it like it's fun and quirky to have. Nobody ever discusses the dissociation, the PTSD, the memory issues, the sheer horror of having a disorder where your very being is split into many. You can never be one full self. It's fucking ridiculous. I see people drop their little act when it inconveniences them, while I and others suffer DAILY. I'm so fucking tired of "system spaces!!!" because yeah they can be great, but when it comes time to discuss symptoms of the disorder OTHER than alters everyone's silent because nobody fucking experiences it. Oh, integration? Why would you want to heal and have less dissociation?? Yea, nobody will tell you anything about it. Nothing wrong with functional multiplicity, but why does everyone supposedly want it? Not a singular person has dissociation bad enough to want to integrate atleast a BIT?? FUCKING POSERS!!