Putting on a bra feels like a humiliation ritual since I have none. It also feels like guys want girls with boobs as if having boobs makes a girl feminine and a girl. But I feel like no matter how hard I try to be feminine I still feel like a disgusting slob. I just want to feel pretty and good in my own skin. But I don't. And I hate myself. Everytime I try to style myself i feel like I have a mental breakdown i hate being myself