I've had stress all effing day from every direction and I get gaslit when I say how I feel. Fam has acted in panic button mode all day mostly like effing sky is falling about that and the other yet down plays it or denies it and blames for acting like that. REALLY?! WTF!? if I could I would just drive and drive and drive and not come back to this place. It's gotten horrible lately with all the b s I have to go through and put up with. Yet I get the blame for how they act how does that make any sense? Or talked to condescendingly if I don't give them what they want out of me (meds). WTF KIND OF FAMILY DYNAMIC IS THAT?!?! And people wonder why I stay stressed and have anxiety!!? Really? Not everyone knows what I go through that would possibly care like my dr. Friend's don't exist but I'd rather have none as fake ones. Whatever. My other fam has an obsession compulsion over their meds more like a really bad actually. Yeah mt life stays screwed up with what I go through yet I get gaslit.