Idk why i feel so hollow inside tonight, i also noticed I've been sleeping a lot, eating a lot while distracting my self watching a show, i would be sleeping at 2 am, woke up by 10 am and then go back to sleep by 2 pm until 7 pm and then repeat, my boyfriend and i rarely talks maybe two to three times a day, 4-5 changes of replies before he got busy. I don't wanna go back to my old unhealthy habits and crying every night out of exhaustion trying to be this good kid for my parents, thinking how am i supposed to help them, thinking where should i apply for a job as soon as i graduated college because they got no one to lean on and they're getting older. I don't wanna disappoint anyone, but i ended up disappointing my self more.