Truth is, if we really wanted to help each other... whenever people say I need help or I'm suffering. People should at least listen. There would be more micro niche meetups and less of 'Ayo, youer stupid/freaky/pick any other insult here'. Sadly as I'm learning more and more as I become too old to be even useful let alone cared about. People like bitching as it's all we can do. I know I'm not being truly helpful with this but few people ever give me time to try and readapt or help out and if there's old fucks like me who can't even find someone to talk with. I don't see much help in this. You can feel free to say whatever to this, hate me, call me a freak, say I don't deserve to live, I'm lying, whatever. Since all I am is one big pent up waste of space and nowhere I go or have gone ever ends well. I say just wait around and wait for it to stop. I've already tried giving time to hobbies with people and shit... wasted. Love is a farce and the only thing left is the end to come.