I feel like I have nobody. I don’t feel, I know. My best friend, atleast the girl I call my best friend, just seems..not real. She probably talks to her boyfriend about me constantly. Like how I talk too much, always want to hangout, and I’m so annoying. I wish I wasn’t. She just seems like she hates me. I hate myself for it. I wish I wasn’t feeling like this. Sure maybe she doesn’t actually feel like that, but like… idk.. nobody really likes me. Nobody. I have nobody. I have nobody in the whole wide world. If I died the people I know who aren’t my family would probably like.. pretend we were close and the bestest of friends just for attention. Nobody truly cares about me. Not even her, my own best friend. She doesn’t see me as a best friend, just a pushy person.