I am tired of thinking at this pointof trying to calm my mind down. I don't want to make villain out of him. I don't want to hate him. I just want to be able to take care of myself without depending on him. He has his own things. It's fine. I am okay. But all these thoughts won't let me sleep. I am half angry half don't care mood at him. I can't express what I feel. I feel weird. I can't tell anyone what's happening inside. All i see is that I am expecting way too much of myself and of others around me. I just have to endure things and see where life goes. I can't control things so why should I worry. But sleep..it never comes to me. Sometimes I don't even know what is keeping me up
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