Rant #18875

its hard to talk abt my feelings cuz i dont think they matter. i have this idea in my head that no one will care about me or what i do or what i say. so when i think about talking abt my feelings, i stop because i dont want to put that burden on anyone and i dont always feel the same. one day im great, then next im depressed like whatt??? plus i dont trust ANYONE. i dont tell people anything besides the brief stuff. i dont even tell people who i like.