One more rant... while the transgender folks have their battles and people like them, I know they don't get all that they need but from the people I've seen... they have a support network close by. (Yes I get some aren't as lucky according to online chats, but I don't see that in real life encounters) I get I'm just some creepy fuck but can I actually just find a person who can tolerate me? There's people out there who get their support networks and then there's dickheads like me who if I tried being me... All i get is feeling like I'm better off not being born. Jealous? Yeah. Assholish? Yeah... but it's my current life and I'm just told to deal with it. People are ass.