I feel like my intelligence and identity is constantly belittled by my family who treat me like a pet and just use me for their own suffocating affection needs, I've been stuck in uni for 2 years and can't find a job. I have no friends, I am surrounded by lots of people, yet still feel alone. I pass one exam on the 13th try and they say "there's our good boy, our little genius, we knew you'd do it", I would have graduated next week if it wasn't for them. I get constantly judged, scrutinized, all my relationships get stalked on by them, they are gossip seekers to the brim, I feel like living in Big Brother with no escape, no skill to face life alone, they need me dependent on them. I learnt to tie my shoelaces alone only at the age of 19 because they never taught me, they never taught me anything, I feel like a child and that my life will only start when I'll finally escape from this house. Yet, I can't find a job either...