Hi, so basically i have this friend for more than 10 years already. But we're no longer friends anymore because she ignored me for fun and i did tried talking to her but she kept ignoring me. Then there were rumors in our classroom that she cheats during exam and there were proof. So I was a dissapointed abt it because she's our class and council president and she should be a good example. But instead she isnt playing fair. Also the first week when she ignored me it shattered my heart and I cried abt it for the whole week. So I was mad at her abt it, and instead of confronting her, I instead talked behind her back and gave insults, she knew abt it cause one of my trusted friend snitched. But still it was wrong for me to do that, i dont know what to do she said she'll get me expelled, im fine abt it since i know its the consequence of my actions. But im disgusted and dissapointed of myself. I cant even go out, and it feels like im trying to be the victim of my own wrong doing, i hate me