i just had a crazy thought of killing one of my family members. i think i should gethelp but i do t wanna go to jail lmaoooo its kinda graphic but i need to put this down somewhere. he was holding a camera tripod and calling me names, and i know im over reacting, but i genuinely want to stab it into his eye and hear him scream. it'd be so funny to me. this isn't the first time, and wont be the last. i feel like im on a really tight string thats about to fucking snap. i've thought of killing people before but DAMN its strong now.