I feel numb, like Im taking a backseat to the world around me. I struggle with low self esteem and anxiety. My parents won’t let me get therapy for my obvious problems because therapy nowadays is too “woke” for them. Hell they won’t even let me go to the doctor and get my shots or get a check up. I feel boxed in like I can’t express myself, and I have no one to talk to. I can only meet people that are Christian, conservative, and believe the earth is only 2000 years old. My mom tries her hardest to make me be like “other girls” (if you will). I am in a private Christian school that only goes to school 2 days a week. And nothing outside of that other than youth group where I am just the Werid kid and people only talk to me because they pity me.