i’m too sensitive for a boy. today i went out to lunch with my brother and my mom. i always hate going out with them because i know she likes him more than me because he’s a real man. i like pretty things and fashion and drawing. he likes cars and woodworking and engineering. the entire car ride there my mom was praising him. the only thing she had said to me was hi. she was even happier to see him than me. i didn’t eat anything at the restaurant. i didn’t say anything at the restaurant. once we left i broke down in front of my brother. he lead me to the car and told our mom i wasn’t feeling okay. i’m crying alone right now while they’re shopping. i hate myself. i wish i was a real man too.
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