I feel like my depression is coming back. Everyday I come home from school I have a breakdown, to the point I’m exhausted from sobbing. I’m getting suicidal thoughts again, and it feels like my family is blaming me for everything. My dad was yelling at me for almost an hour because I told him to ask before using my personal bowl. Everyone likes my other sisters but not me. I’m getting bullied at school, and I’m relapsing bad eating habits. I’ve thought about doing self harm millions of times now, and my twin sister keeps on fat shaming me. I already told her I have a wide rib cage so I’d naturally look bigger. She still does it.