I wish I never existed. I never asked to be born from the same family that said I'd be better off dead. I never wished to be alive, and now I literally have to go through the bs and crap they make me do. I don't want to kms either because I'm a religious coward. I want an instant death to end of all the suffering. I want them to be proud of me, to notice even the smallest things I've done for them instead of simply comparing me to others that did better than everything I do. But at the same time, I don't want to die.
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