I feel like im spinning and spinning sometimes work and college working me up and stressing me out and ontop of it i feel weird with out the girl i saw a future with, its been 5 days since you decided we shouldnt be a thing and ive been thinking if we could of tried to figure it out together and help you get better mentally even if it doesnt sound capable, i would of helped you get thru your stressful days in college, invested in our relationships happiness and memories. I dont even know what to feel or think about you leaving since im still in denial, ive been waking up thinking your still my girl. And looking at my insta and snap notifications thinkings its you. I still wanted good for us even if i told you i needed someone that can communicate. i know multiple dimensions somehow exist, and if its not in this one that it happens then i hope and wish the happy outcome happens in another. I know it could of been bad 4 me eitherways but I would of went to the moon and back for you.