I love him to an unhealthy level. I can't tell anyone, it's so dehumanizing, even my therapist would look at me in disgust if I told her. I want him to look at me and think I'm pretty, I want him so bad. I feel so gross clinging onto his every word like a madman, he doesn't even know I'm listening. I've tried to forget about him but he's everywhere, I love him so much it's destroying my life. I'd follow him to the afterlife if I weren't selfish enough to want to live. Please. I love him.
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