dude having BPD is so fucking weird bc what do you mean idk who TF I am and keep changing everything about me bc I just stared at a mirror way to long and have no sense of self ? Idk what my actual personality is anymore of just who I am if that makes any sense what so ever. And then I have a fav person and it's weird just how much they mean to me and they are just like a close friend of mine but like I wanna live in their ribcage but I feel so weird feeling that way over a friend and they are rlly on and off a lot and it's just jajxjwjxi my brain rn