I’m not sure what happened between you and that circle. I broke off contact with everyone there and I barely remember what happened last year. It’s like, I can’t recollect anything anymore , or maybe I blocked it out because it gives me extreme PTSD. I’m not sure what happened, but all I do know is you treat me based on how your mood is. Your mind is constantly oscillating. It feels like I’m walking on eggshells whenever I try to interact with you indirectly. I hate how you keep pulling me in and pushing me away because you have attachment issues. I hate being a part of this disgusting play. I hate triangles, and I hate hurting people. I am getting older, and relying on toxic relationships is affecting my physical health. It’s wrecking me up mentally and physically. It’s completely ruining my life to the point I can’t focus on anything anymore