Your actions made me relive things R. You became the personification of every traumatic experience that I had because your actions mirrored those moments. All you did was lie during the investigation, your story changed six times! I'm tired of your excuses you did everything. You violated me R. I told you too much and I was weak for letting you get close to me. You retraumatized me I have nightmares about you and the entire situation, but its blended with my past. I wish I never spoke to you. I wish I never met you. I hadn't met you none of this would have happened. You called me "unsafe" I can't forgive that. You had the audacity to send me anonymous hateful messages and death threats. Why did it matter so much when I broke up with you. I wanted to kill myself your actions dug up so many skeletons in my closet. I wanted a release from my pain, I still do. My body I can tell wants me to shut down, but I cant because I have to graduate college this year I told you that.