please could i have advice? i feel so desperate wanting to talk to my friends ALL the time because all day i have no one to talk to and i want someone to actually understand me. i try to distract myself with hobbies but i can't even share them with my friends because i'm too nervous to say anything first. i've just noticed i have been really islolated all my life, to the point where my only close connections are my parents. i don't think all my numerous friends really understand me. or they just don't care to find out. help.dudlsnfkskdhkds